When Will I Recover For Good?

Today, I received a bouquet of 99 beautiful roses...

The roses cheered me up... especially during tough period like now.

Thank you, friend!

I am touched, but I do not think that I can fall in love like before anymore as I am still in deep pain, and I have lost trust in relationship and in my ability to accept and love another person all again.

I've created a very deep scar in my own heart this time.

You'll always be a good friend in me! I truly appreciate all your effort!

Hope God will give me the strength to recover ASAP...

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