沿途的风景，美而短暂。

A new day has...come I was waiting for so long For a miracle to come Everyone told me to be strong Hold on and don't shed a tear Through the darkness and good times I knew I'd make it through And the world thought I had it all But I was waiting for you Hush, love I see a light in the sky Oh, it's almost blinding me I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love Let the rain come down and wash away my tears Let it fill my soul and drown my fears Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun A new day has...come Where it was dark now there's light Where there was pain now there's joy Where there was weakness, I found my strength All in the eyes of a boy Hush, love I see a light in the sky Oh, it's almost blinding me I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love Let the rain come down and wash away my tears Let it fill my soul and drown my fears Let it shatter the walls ...

"Anything is worthwhile to make sure that someone you admire happy. Happy Birthday again." Thank you for everything... my dearest family, colleagues, students and friends... and most importantly, I wanna thank my "special" friend: GOD. All the little care, love and thoughts meant so much to me...

This is a trip... with the main aim of expressing grateful thoughts to GOD! ATE... SHOPPED... and the main reason, PRAYED... Spent a full day walking under sun to complete my destinations... As a result, had a good suntan and my skin is slowly peeling off now... Prayed in 7 temples in a day... expressing my gratefulness to GOD for the guide and strength He has provided me in these 2 years... During this trip... I have learned more about LIFE... about PEOPLE... above all, about SUFFERINGS... Still, I believe that the GREATEST of all is GOD.

"When the karma of a relationship is done, only love remains. It's safe. Let go."

Quote 1 "You have been to hell, Ketut?" He smiled. Of course he's been there. What's it like in hell?" Same like in heaven," he said. He saw my confusion and tried to explain. "Universe is a circle, Liss." He said. "To up, to down -- all same, at end." I remembered an old Christian mystic notion: As above, so below. I asked. "Then how can you tell the difference between heaven and hell?" Because of how you go. Heaven, you go up, through seven happy places. Hell, you go down, through seven sad places. This is why it better for you to go up, Liss." He laughed. "Same-same," he said. "Same in end, so better to be happy in journey." I said, "So, if heaven is love, then hell is.. " Love, too," he said. Ketut laughed again, "Always so difficult for young people to understand this!" — Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love) Quote 2 "He showed me a sketch he'd drawn ...

I miss the stars on that night, I miss the sound of wave of that night... and I miss you so much. YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE!

1. 人生就像一杯茶，不会苦一辈子，但总会苦一阵子。 2. 低头要有勇气，抬头要有底气。 3. 傻与不傻，要看你会不会装傻。 4. 幸福是可以通过学习来获得的，尽管它不是我们的母语。 5. 不要见一个爱一个，爱的太多，你的爱就要贬值。 6. 想完全了解一个男人，最好别做他的恋人，而做他的朋友。 7. 朋友就是把你看透了，还能喜欢你的人。 8. 当我们搬开别人架下的绊脚石时，也许恰恰是在为自己铺路。 9. 如果说我懂的道理比别人多一点，那是因为我犯的错误比别人多一点。 10. 不是每句“对不起”，都能换来“没关系”。 11. 世界上只有想不通的人，没有走不通的路。 12. 地球是运动的，一个人不会永远处在倒霉的位置。 13. 走的最急的是最美的景色，伤的最深的是最真的感情。 14. 在事实面前，我们的想象力越发达，后果就越不堪设想。 15. 当别人开始说你是疯子的时候，你离成功就不远了 …… 16. 你永远看不见我眼里的泪，因为你不在时我才会哭泣。 17. 时间就像一张网，你撒在哪里，你的收获就在哪里。 18. 如果我能够看到自己的背影，我想它一定很忧伤，因为我把快乐都留在了前面。 19. 理想和现实总是有差距的，幸好还有差距，不然，谁还稀罕理想？ 20. 任何人都可以变得狠毒，只要你尝试过嫉妒。 21. 爱情就像攥在手里的沙子，攥的越紧，流失的越快。 22. 成熟不是心变老，而是眼泪在眼里打转却还保持微笑。 23. 做与不做的最大区别是：后者拥有对前者的评论权。 24. 人，长得漂亮不如活的漂亮。 25. 有些事，明知是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；有些人，明知是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没有结局；有时候，明知没路了，却还在前进，因为习惯了。 26. 同样的一瓶饮料，便利店里 2 块钱，五星饭店里 60 块，很多的时候，一个人的价值取决于所在的位置。 27. 每个人出生的时候都是原创，可悲的是很多人渐渐都成了盗版。 28. 真坏人并不可怕，可怕的是假好人。 29. 浪漫是一袭美丽的晚礼服，但你不能一天到晚都穿着它。 30. 把一切平凡的事做好即不平凡，把一切简单的事做好即不简单。 31. 把不忙不闲的工作做的出色，把不咸不淡的生活过得精彩。 32. 情侣间最矛盾的地方就是幻想彼此的未来，却惦记着对方的过去。 ...

I would like to post something meaningful that I'd read recently: Why human become so fearful as you grow? Do you actually realize, how brave is the baby when coming into this world. Bringing nothing into this world. Not knowing what will happen to their life. But they are fearless. They just take whatever it comes. That's why Robin Sharma said, "Who you are in this moment is not who you truly are, rather, it's someone you've become as a result of being in this world." Can you imagine how much the world has changed you? How much the world has changed me? From a fearless person, to a person who is fearful. I'm fear of loss (Though when I came to this world, I bring NOTHING but my little body). I'm fear of being stupid... I'm fear of being left behind... I'm fear of being alone... I'm fear of hurting people... and I'm fear of being hurted... I'm JUST fearful~~~ Every year I live, I am more convinced that the waste of life lies in the ...

This award was unexpected, for I take myself as still being a freshie... and there is so much more to learn. I have a sudden thought that it is time to do a self-reflection for year 2010, and God, please grant me the peace, wisdom and love to keep improving for the Rabbit year.

薰衣草--等待爱情的奇迹 　 一个年少时的承诺，在历经了时空的相隔、人事的变迁后， 彼此间那份纯粹的深情，依然在心中刻划出无人能替代的地位；即使面对上天的捉弄、 命运的残酷，让人再次感受到真爱的力量与奇迹，还有心底那份对爱情的悸动。 LEO：为了妳，我一定会回来的。 LEO：我的心只能回应给我最珍爱的人。 LEO：不管在哪哩，我们的心永远在一起。 LEO：妳在我心里面已经盖了一个家，然后现在妳又走出去，那我一个人应该怎么办？ LEO：因为在我生命里面只剩下妳，妳是我唯一的依靠，就算被讨厌，我也不要失去妳。 LEO：妳不爱我，才是对我最大的伤害。 LEO：遇见妳，即使在最平凡的地方，我也是幸福的。 LEO：我的心很久以前已经给了妳，不管妳在哪里，我都会在妳身边。 LEO：我不想看着妳走，妳愈走愈远，我的心就会愈痛；我也不想妳看着我走，因为我知道妳的心也会很痛。 LEO：不要担心妳明天就要死了，不要担心妳会变得怎样，也不要担心妳会变成我的负担，只要知道我们是相爱的。 LEO：我们是同株相连的薰衣草，谁离开了谁也都活不下去。 LEO：不要担心我们只剩一天能相爱，就算只剩一天，我也要用尽一辈子的心来爱妳；我不在乎妳只剩下一秒钟，就算只剩一秒钟，我们也要在一起。 LEO：我不可以忍受办点失去妳的念头，我甚至不敢去想，如果没有妳，只剩下我一个会怎样。 LEO：每当风起的时候，薰衣草的味道总会飘近我的身边，让我知道，妳没有离开过我。 ～只要用力呼吸，就能看到奇迹～

Before leaving Malaysia, I would like to pen down my summary for year 2010. First of all, thank God for giving me the strength and courage to make it through the year, and to learn so much about life in this one year. To all my friends, bosses, colleagues, family members, classmates and students: I would like to thank you all for what you have done for me in this one year, and for never giving up on me when I gave up on myself. This is not an easy year for me. Many times, many of you would have been seeing me shedding tears in silence… Without all of you, I know that I will never stand up again. Will always carry my promise to be a good lecturer, and to give as much as I can to all the people in my life today. WORK AND CAREER: This is a great year for my career, despite of my high lecturing hours… it went up to as high as 27 hours per week! In just one and a half years’ time, I have accumulated enough experiences in the Diploma school and am slowly moving over to the Degree school. By ...

今年，我的圣诞节是不一样的。 因为。。。 我理想的圣诞节，是与心爱的人一起度过。 希望将来有这样的机会。

Read this meaningful blog post, and it is worth sharing! 這純粹是一個愛情故事，不是傳説中被敬奉得仿佛應該成爲現代女性聖典的一碗心靈雞湯。女主角走啊走的，繞了半個地球，走囘終點等於走囘從前，繼續模糊地疼惜自己，繼續忐忑地全身投入愛一個人—— 不過換了一個男人，一次激情。有什麽被改變了嗎，換一個人，從年輕時誤以爲有夢想的男人換成成長后真正已經實現夢想的男人，或曰，有錢有貌有智慧有歷練的男人。 我們都需要像Ketut巫師那樣的一個人吧，一個你始終搞不清楚他到底是能預知天命的高人還是純粹懂得洞悉人心的智者，總之，一個能讓你全心相信的人，將一些你本來就知道的人生道理大大力注入你心，不持久無所謂，當下的當頭棒喝也許就改變了下一刻的決定，自此改變了你的一生。家庭主婦義大利媽媽說你需要一個男人，她嗤之以鼻；巫師助手說你來尋找的不過是男人，她苦惱搖頭嘆氣怎麽大家誤會了她崇高的理想呢；Ketut說這是你需要的男人，她立馬轉身飛奔就去了。這三個人當中的差別是什麽，一樣的指引，來自不能讓她信服的沒有華貴地位的看似庸俗麻木的女人，和來自一個被奉為與神同等的男人，差別在人們心中那把秤。 故事怎樣始終無所謂，當中一些關鍵詞卻是很能引起共鳴的。 1. [God, I'm in serious trouble, I don't know what to do.]—— 這個確實是最嚴重的問題而偏偏正好是大部分人面對的問題啊啊，只不過，我們都善於僞裝欺騙自己，讓一堆有的沒的事情圍繞自己忙了自己，然後託辭說我沒時間思考這些那些。然後日子庸庸碌碌過去，至終我們唯一的欣慰就是數算擁有的財富，孩子的成績，等等之類的事了吧。 2. [The complete and merciless devaluation of self.]—— 愛情裏盲目的人們總會不停地自我貶值，從最初被追求的高度自信，漸漸被磨蝕得失去自信，失去自我，逐漸卑微到一個自己無法察覺在別人眼中卻是一目了然的地步。總有那麽一瞬間你想過，怎樣都無所謂，只要你依然愛我就是。像離婚后的短暫戀情中的小男友說的，我們能不能接受我們就是這樣個性不合、天天吵架、天天賭氣但就是不能分開的情侶，只要確認了這一點，那我們可以繼續miserable地生活下去，但因不必分開而得到慰藉。自不快樂中汲取...

I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord, be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord. Psalm 27:13~14

Forgive them for they don't know what they do Lord And give them the strength to stay true Crying everyday,I know I'll never see the day, When the world is caving in I wonder who'll be saved I know that you love me and You know I love you too Everybody's letting go but Lord I found you I stay blessed with myself Cause it's a test when I walk out I puff my chest at Life's endless challenges I wanna participate and create But there's a barricade within me Wake up and back to sleep Energy depletes Now I'm feeling'dead like a eulogy The duality Of what's real and what's lies I feel the vibes Of chaos and design I got a cup link And I got it straight pimpin' Rock shades at night Cause my loneliness is blaring The only choice I got is fear or love Success is to be with the L.O.V.E. GeeStylesI dougie'd a vision God shows me a path through intuition It's divine decision It's the moment I'm catching If it's a battle for the min...

It is not because of the value underlying... It is not because of it is what I wanted all this while... It is just that... It is really the BEST gift I have ever received... Just because that it is a gift from you... It means a lot to me... It REALLY means a lot to me... I LOVE YOU...

Dear God, I find it difficult to know what to believe. Help me to accept that even though I can't understand everything. I can always trust you and what you say in the Bible. Help me to know your way, which will always be right for me, and then to make the right decisions. You know and understand everything, even when I feel ill, afraid, lonely, anxious, stressed or sad. Help me now to trust you because you love me and promise with me with me always. Amen

1.人之所以痛苦，在於追求錯誤的東西。 2.如果你不給自己煩惱，別人也永遠不可能 給你煩惱。因為你自己的內心，你放不下。 3.你永遠要感謝給你逆境的眾生。 4.你永遠要寬恕眾生，不論他有多壞，甚至他傷害過你， 你一定要放下，才能得到真正的快樂。 5.當你快樂時，你要想，這快樂不是永恆的。 當你痛苦時你要想這痛苦也不是永恆。 6.今日的執著，會造成明日的後悔。 7.你可以擁有愛，但不要執著， 因為分離是必然的。 8.不要浪費你的生命在你一定會後悔的地方上。 9.你什麼時候放下，什麼時候就沒有煩惱。 10.每一種創傷，都是一種成熟。 11.狂妄的人有救，自卑的人沒有救，認識自己， 降伏自己，改變自己，才能改變別人。 12.你不要一直不滿人家， 你應該一直檢討自己才對。不滿人家，是苦了你自己。 13.一個人如果不能從內心去原諒別人， 那他就永遠不會心安理得。 14.心中裝滿著自己的看法與想法的人， 永遠聽不見別人的心聲。 15.毀滅人只要一句話，培植一個人卻要千句話， 請你多口下留情。 16.根本不必回頭去看咒罵你的人是誰？如果有一條瘋狗咬你 一口， 難道你也要趴下去反咬他一口嗎？ 17.永遠不要浪費你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜歡的人。 18.請你用慈悲心和溫和的態度，把你的不滿與委屈說出來， 別人就容易接受。 19.同樣的瓶子，你為什麼要裝毒藥呢？同樣的心理， 你為什麼要充滿著煩惱呢？ 20.得不到的東西，我們會一直以為他是美好的，那是因為你對他了解太少，沒有時間與他相處在一起。當有一天，你深入了解後，你會發現原不是你想像中的那麼美好。 21.活著一天，就是有福氣，就該珍惜。當我哭泣我沒有 鞋子穿的時候， 我發現有人卻沒有腳。 22.多一分心力去注意別人，就少一分心力反省自己， 你懂嗎？ 23.憎恨別人對自己是一種很大的損失。 24.每一個人都擁有生命，但並非每個人都懂得生命， 乃至於珍惜生命。不了解生命的人，生命對他來說， 是一種懲罰。 25.情執是苦惱的原因，放下情執，你才能得到自在。 26.不要太肯定自己的看法，這樣子比較少後悔。 27.當你對自己誠實的時候，世界上沒有人能夠欺騙得了你。 28.用傷害別人的手段來掩飾自己缺點的人，是可恥的。 29.默默的...

I wanted so much to move on...and lived once again... Everyone out there, please accept the fact that we have broken up and living our own good lives now... I have no regrets...I am sure that I have done my 100% for this relationship... Thus, I have no regrets... Love between partners is nothing...what I can do now is to love everyone else who needs love and care from me in the world... I have made a tough and killing time to live once again...no mattter how much this person will influence my life forever... I just want to move on...and believe in miracles once again... Despite of the hurtful experiences I have been through, I am sure God has a better plan for me now:) I am grateful, and I am blessed with all the good things now...

No more excitement... no more the feeling of being emphasized and prioritized... no more care, love and attention which I am hunger of... No more the feelings which were there when we were so in love with each other before, No more the feelings of being needed in each other's lives, Nothing at all... I could sense the big change in our relationship...but the other party is not able to sense it and does not even think that there should be a problem... When this happens, but the other party keeps denying the other when she tries to raise up the problem, it really hurts a lot... 2 years staying together...spending all our time together... I thought I deserve the most basic understanding from him despite me not telling out what is in my mind, but I just feel that myself do not belong to this relationship at all more and more now. What is the reason of me being so stubborn wanting to go on this way despite that I am unhappy and disappointed with the reactions from the other party all t...