沿途的风景，美而短暂。

No more excitement... no more the feeling of being emphasized and prioritized... no more care, love and attention which I am hunger of... No more the feelings which were there when we were so in love with each other before, No more the feelings of being needed in each other's lives, Nothing at all... I could sense the big change in our relationship...but the other party is not able to sense it and does not even think that there should be a problem... When this happens, but the other party keeps denying the other when she tries to raise up the problem, it really hurts a lot... 2 years staying together...spending all our time together... I thought I deserve the most basic understanding from him despite me not telling out what is in my mind, but I just feel that myself do not belong to this relationship at all more and more now. What is the reason of me being so stubborn wanting to go on this way despite that I am unhappy and disappointed with the reactions from the other party all t

Halfway reading through articles and journals... one after another... How come it suddenly feels like so hard to progress with an assignment? Am not able to concentrate, thoughts and thoughts keep running all over my mind... Easily feel tired all the time... no motivation, no happy thoughts...BLANK!! Just wanna keep myself occupied and busy with anything now... I do not even know how I am feeling now... happy? sad? frustrated? angry? stressed? I DO NOT KNOW... Do not ask me why...but I just feel like what I truly need is a HUG now... A big HUG to console my stubborn heart and mind... To let me believe that my existence does make a difference to anyone out there who exists in this world right now... *sighs* Back to assignment, CONCENTRATE!!!