沿途的风景，美而短暂。

It is not because of the value underlying... It is not because of it is what I wanted all this while... It is just that... It is really the BEST gift I have ever received... Just because that it is a gift from you... It means a lot to me... It REALLY means a lot to me... I LOVE YOU...

Dear God, I find it difficult to know what to believe. Help me to accept that even though I can't understand everything. I can always trust you and what you say in the Bible. Help me to know your way, which will always be right for me, and then to make the right decisions. You know and understand everything, even when I feel ill, afraid, lonely, anxious, stressed or sad. Help me now to trust you because you love me and promise with me with me always. Amen

1.人之所以痛苦，在於追求錯誤的東西。 2.如果你不給自己煩惱，別人也永遠不可能 給你煩惱。因為你自己的內心，你放不下。 3.你永遠要感謝給你逆境的眾生。 4.你永遠要寬恕眾生，不論他有多壞，甚至他傷害過你， 你一定要放下，才能得到真正的快樂。 5.當你快樂時，你要想，這快樂不是永恆的。 當你痛苦時你要想這痛苦也不是永恆。 6.今日的執著，會造成明日的後悔。 7.你可以擁有愛，但不要執著， 因為分離是必然的。 8.不要浪費你的生命在你一定會後悔的地方上。 9.你什麼時候放下，什麼時候就沒有煩惱。 10.每一種創傷，都是一種成熟。 11.狂妄的人有救，自卑的人沒有救，認識自己， 降伏自己，改變自己，才能改變別人。 12.你不要一直不滿人家， 你應該一直檢討自己才對。不滿人家，是苦了你自己。 13.一個人如果不能從內心去原諒別人， 那他就永遠不會心安理得。 14.心中裝滿著自己的看法與想法的人， 永遠聽不見別人的心聲。 15.毀滅人只要一句話，培植一個人卻要千句話， 請你多口下留情。 16.根本不必回頭去看咒罵你的人是誰？如果有一條瘋狗咬你 一口， 難道你也要趴下去反咬他一口嗎？ 17.永遠不要浪費你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜歡的人。 18.請你用慈悲心和溫和的態度，把你的不滿與委屈說出來， 別人就容易接受。 19.同樣的瓶子，你為什麼要裝毒藥呢？同樣的心理， 你為什麼要充滿著煩惱呢？ 20.得不到的東西，我們會一直以為他是美好的，那是因為你對他了解太少，沒有時間與他相處在一起。當有一天，你深入了解後，你會發現原不是你想像中的那麼美好。 21.活著一天，就是有福氣，就該珍惜。當我哭泣我沒有 鞋子穿的時候， 我發現有人卻沒有腳。 22.多一分心力去注意別人，就少一分心力反省自己， 你懂嗎？ 23.憎恨別人對自己是一種很大的損失。 24.每一個人都擁有生命，但並非每個人都懂得生命， 乃至於珍惜生命。不了解生命的人，生命對他來說， 是一種懲罰。 25.情執是苦惱的原因，放下情執，你才能得到自在。 26.不要太肯定自己的看法，這樣子比較少後悔。 27.當你對自己誠實的時候，世界上沒有人能夠欺騙得了你。 28.用傷害別人的手段來掩飾自己缺點的人，是可恥的。 29.默默的

I wanted so much to move on...and lived once again... Everyone out there, please accept the fact that we have broken up and living our own good lives now... I have no regrets...I am sure that I have done my 100% for this relationship... Thus, I have no regrets... Love between partners is nothing...what I can do now is to love everyone else who needs love and care from me in the world... I have made a tough and killing time to live once again...no mattter how much this person will influence my life forever... I just want to move on...and believe in miracles once again... Despite of the hurtful experiences I have been through, I am sure God has a better plan for me now:) I am grateful, and I am blessed with all the good things now...

No more excitement... no more the feeling of being emphasized and prioritized... no more care, love and attention which I am hunger of... No more the feelings which were there when we were so in love with each other before, No more the feelings of being needed in each other's lives, Nothing at all... I could sense the big change in our relationship...but the other party is not able to sense it and does not even think that there should be a problem... When this happens, but the other party keeps denying the other when she tries to raise up the problem, it really hurts a lot... 2 years staying together...spending all our time together... I thought I deserve the most basic understanding from him despite me not telling out what is in my mind, but I just feel that myself do not belong to this relationship at all more and more now. What is the reason of me being so stubborn wanting to go on this way despite that I am unhappy and disappointed with the reactions from the other party all t

Halfway reading through articles and journals... one after another... How come it suddenly feels like so hard to progress with an assignment? Am not able to concentrate, thoughts and thoughts keep running all over my mind... Easily feel tired all the time... no motivation, no happy thoughts...BLANK!! Just wanna keep myself occupied and busy with anything now... I do not even know how I am feeling now... happy? sad? frustrated? angry? stressed? I DO NOT KNOW... Do not ask me why...but I just feel like what I truly need is a HUG now... A big HUG to console my stubborn heart and mind... To let me believe that my existence does make a difference to anyone out there who exists in this world right now... *sighs* Back to assignment, CONCENTRATE!!!

Plucking strawberries at Strawberry Farm Enjoying strawberry icecream Nice view everywhere A one day trip to Cameron Highland, it was my third time there. Had a good time, though. Thank you so much! This vacation, even though short, cheered me up :)

Today, I received a bouquet of 99 beautiful roses... The roses cheered me up... especially during tough period like now. Thank you, friend! I am touched, but I do not think that I can fall in love like before anymore as I am still in deep pain, and I have lost trust in relationship and in my ability to accept and love another person all again. I've created a very deep scar in my own heart this time. You'll always be a good friend in me! I truly appreciate all your effort! Hope God will give me the strength to recover ASAP...

有些事情是不必在乎的; 放下, 是一种生活的智慧。

Occasion: My 25th Birthday Date: 9 June, 2008 Location: Mario's Italian At It's Best, Batu Feringghi; Soho Free House, Penang Road. Enjoying Beer and Cocktail at Soho My Favourite Pix With Baby Taken After My Birthday Dinner at Mario's Baby Enjoying White Wine A Call From My Dearest Winnie While Waiting For Our Dishes Yummy Tomato Soup Smile Baby, Smile... Occasion: Baby's 28th Birthday Date: 13 October,2008 Location: Kamaladi's Apartment; Furusato Japanese Restaurant, Thamel Couldn't get a birthday candle, hope this type of candle which we used for candlelight dinner everynight pun jadilah ;D A Birthday Card for Baby We were drunk at Furusato ;D Baby's Tempura Soba Yummy, Yummy... My All Time Favourite- Chicken Teriyaki Set A day prior to your birthday in year 2007, you asked me out for a movie at Gurney Plaza and I treated you a meal at McD, but it was not counted as a proper birthday celebration for you as we have not officially started our relat

Kumari Chowk Can you feel their blessings? We Love Pigeons :) Feeding the Pigeons So Many Pigeons... Kal Bhairav Cute Nepali Girl Hanuman Statue Ding Dong Buddha DURBAR SQUARE: Another famous tourist spot in Nepal. We went to visit there when baby had a day off from work for the Nepali's celebration. It was so crowded on that day. One can expect to see many temples, palaces, pagodas and statues at Durbar Square. Kathmandu Durbar Square is the historic seat of Shah Dynasty. The Durbar Square, with its old temples and places, epitomizes the religious and cultural life of the people. It is here that Kings of Nepal are crowned and their coronations solemnized. Interesting things to seek here are Taleju Temple built by King Mahendra Malla in 1549 A.D., Kal Bhairav, the God of destruction, Nautalle Durbar, Coronation Nasal Chowk, the Gaddi Baithak, the statue of King Pratap Malla, the Big Bell, Drum and the Jagannath Temple. The most interesting among all will be the Kumari Chowk. T

A Nepali Boy Playing With Kite Dinner at Hot Bread Jalan Jalan Somewhere... Clubbing at Hotel Yak & Yeti (A Memorable Night For Baby and I: We drank and danced whole night long) Eating Naan Full and Satisfied Back of a Trishaw Drinking Fresh Fruit Juice Baby Eating Icecream Happily Ice Cream Seller Nepal's China Town Congested on the Way to Asan Bazaar Buying Veges at Asan Bazaar When I was still in Nepal 2 months back, I could still remember how I counted impatiently for the day to return to Malaysia. In my opinion, Nepal is the worst place I have ever been to in my life. Imagine, how could anyone stay at a place like Nepal? When I first reached Kathmandu, I had a culture shock. The place was really dirty, rubbish was everywhere on the road and I could not see any bin at anyplace. The people there spitted everywhere and they did not feel anything about it. Beggars were everywhere, and they were really aggressive into asking people for money or food. Noise pollutio

If dreams weren't dreams, and dreams come true, I wouldn't be here I'd be with you, distance is one thing that keeps us apart but you will always remain in my heart I wish that you were here or that I were there, or that we were together anywhere! Don't measure the distance; measure my love. Close together, or far apart, u will always be here in my heart Distance is just a test to see how far love can travel.