沿途的风景，美而短暂。

I wanted so much to move on...and lived once again... Everyone out there, please accept the fact that we have broken up and living our own good lives now... I have no regrets...I am sure that I have done my 100% for this relationship... Thus, I have no regrets... Love between partners is nothing...what I can do now is to love everyone else who needs love and care from me in the world... I have made a tough and killing time to live once again...no mattter how much this person will influence my life forever... I just want to move on...and believe in miracles once again... Despite of the hurtful experiences I have been through, I am sure God has a better plan for me now:) I am grateful, and I am blessed with all the good things now...

No more excitement... no more the feeling of being emphasized and prioritized... no more care, love and attention which I am hunger of... No more the feelings which were there when we were so in love with each other before, No more the feelings of being needed in each other's lives, Nothing at all... I could sense the big change in our relationship...but the other party is not able to sense it and does not even think that there should be a problem... When this happens, but the other party keeps denying the other when she tries to raise up the problem, it really hurts a lot... 2 years staying together...spending all our time together... I thought I deserve the most basic understanding from him despite me not telling out what is in my mind, but I just feel that myself do not belong to this relationship at all more and more now. What is the reason of me being so stubborn wanting to go on this way despite that I am unhappy and disappointed with the reactions from the other party all t...

Halfway reading through articles and journals... one after another... How come it suddenly feels like so hard to progress with an assignment? Am not able to concentrate, thoughts and thoughts keep running all over my mind... Easily feel tired all the time... no motivation, no happy thoughts...BLANK!! Just wanna keep myself occupied and busy with anything now... I do not even know how I am feeling now... happy? sad? frustrated? angry? stressed? I DO NOT KNOW... Do not ask me why...but I just feel like what I truly need is a HUG now... A big HUG to console my stubborn heart and mind... To let me believe that my existence does make a difference to anyone out there who exists in this world right now... *sighs* Back to assignment, CONCENTRATE!!!

Plucking strawberries at Strawberry Farm Enjoying strawberry icecream Nice view everywhere A one day trip to Cameron Highland, it was my third time there. Had a good time, though. Thank you so much! This vacation, even though short, cheered me up :)

Today, I received a bouquet of 99 beautiful roses... The roses cheered me up... especially during tough period like now. Thank you, friend! I am touched, but I do not think that I can fall in love like before anymore as I am still in deep pain, and I have lost trust in relationship and in my ability to accept and love another person all again. I've created a very deep scar in my own heart this time. You'll always be a good friend in me! I truly appreciate all your effort! Hope God will give me the strength to recover ASAP...

有些事情是不必在乎的; 放下, 是一种生活的智慧。

Occasion: My 25th Birthday Date: 9 June, 2008 Location: Mario's Italian At It's Best, Batu Feringghi; Soho Free House, Penang Road. Enjoying Beer and Cocktail at Soho My Favourite Pix With Baby Taken After My Birthday Dinner at Mario's Baby Enjoying White Wine A Call From My Dearest Winnie While Waiting For Our Dishes Yummy Tomato Soup Smile Baby, Smile... Occasion: Baby's 28th Birthday Date: 13 October,2008 Location: Kamaladi's Apartment; Furusato Japanese Restaurant, Thamel Couldn't get a birthday candle, hope this type of candle which we used for candlelight dinner everynight pun jadilah ;D A Birthday Card for Baby We were drunk at Furusato ;D Baby's Tempura Soba Yummy, Yummy... My All Time Favourite- Chicken Teriyaki Set A day prior to your birthday in year 2007, you asked me out for a movie at Gurney Plaza and I treated you a meal at McD, but it was not counted as a proper birthday celebration for you as we have not officially started our relat...